Let it go

I am so tired. I don't know what to do about Arkansas. I'm not happy. Should i try to talk to him about it again. and again. and again. I need to learn how to let go. let go. let go.
I'm tired of writing letters instead of talking and disccussing but he is so BUSY he won't answer his phone half the time. let it go. i'll be sad for a week or two but i'll feel free. happiness is priceless you know. He can't make me happy no, more likely he can't do it later. its makeing me depressed. I want to go home and jsut lay in bed. it takes up all of my energy at work. Let it go.Let it go. Pray. Pray.